Freedom and Necessity
Aug. 5th, 2004 11:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
talyenFor the first day in 15, C and I did not see each other. Yes, it feels odd. But I feel great right now, and it's because I needed the time to myself. Okay, so my boundaries aren't always as good as I wish, and it was she who suggested that we not see each other today, so I can't claim any credit for this very good feeling I have. But I do have it. And yes, I will work on better boundaries so she's not the one setting them all the time. Trust. Ah, yes.
I've gotten most of the million little things done today. Along with normal stuff, I had a meeting with a native plants expert regarding planting a wide swath in one of our swales (I live on 64 acres, and we have a couple wet areas). I managed to have a little time to drum before 10pm, and I even ran for a relatively long time.
My only goal now is to relax and go to bed. I have two things I didn't do, and I hate vacuuming anyway.
Note to self: find a good place to run so that when it starts getting dark early there are *lights*. And I don't mean at the gym - today is the only day I'm ever doing 50 laps. I'm still dizzy.
I've gotten most of the million little things done today. Along with normal stuff, I had a meeting with a native plants expert regarding planting a wide swath in one of our swales (I live on 64 acres, and we have a couple wet areas). I managed to have a little time to drum before 10pm, and I even ran for a relatively long time.
My only goal now is to relax and go to bed. I have two things I didn't do, and I hate vacuuming anyway.
Note to self: find a good place to run so that when it starts getting dark early there are *lights*. And I don't mean at the gym - today is the only day I'm ever doing 50 laps. I'm still dizzy.
